This time is different.

If I'm not honest on this blog, it will do me no good. This is a place I want to be brutaly honest, then reach for a positive thought or idea, and end with hope and optimism. Right now, I feel that hope and optimism...even though I am over weight (I am going to Weight Watchers) and have some problems with alcohol. I have quit drinking alcohol so many times...this time I want to make it long lasting. Right now, my goal is to not have alcohol until I reach my goal weight. That has been my goal in the past, and when I reach my goal weight I begin with one glass of wine, then two and so on, untill I have gotten right back to where I started. I want to make this time different...I will make this time different.